Don't make me wait forever just because you know i will

A whole new year

2006-01-02T04:32:29Z

This break was simply amazing....no other words could sum it up as good!

A whole years gone but a heres another chance to actually go through with your new years resolutions....

Try and live this one with no regrets....haaaa

2006 babyyy...life your life for you!

<3

SMILE WIDE :-D

2005-12-14T03:39:38Z

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes, cause better days are sure to come.
And when you smile be sure to smile wide, and don't let them know that they have one.
And when you walk, walk with pride, and don't show the hurt inside, because the pain sill soon be gone.
And when you dream, dream big, as big as the ocean blue. Cause when you dream it might come true.
When you dream, dream big.

And when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud, cause it will carry all your cares away.
And when you see, see the beauty, all around and in yourself, and it will help you feel okay.
And when you pray, pray for strength, to help to carry on when the troubles come your way.

^ AMAZING song......

My birthday was amazing...thankss you all for everything!

Last weekend was for sure a weekend to remember :-D...only the craziest times with my bests!!!

School's a bitch, but whats new. But winter breaks only a week away!! and christmas is soo soon!!

I want and need to go sledding very very soon, so please let me know if youd like to join me! Skiing is in the plans too....yessssss i love snow!

Indoor soccer is....yup. period. lol

Anyways, love you all, and thanks for reading..haa <3

We're gonna party like its my birthday <3

2005-12-04T16:01:24Z

The party dont start til i walk in

and i usually dont leave until the thing ends

in the mean time

in the between times

you work your think

and ill work mine!

:D

If you believe something is meant to be, give it time & let it happen...

2005-12-02T03:41:14Z

At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cuz there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves'- Grey's Anatomy

Theres no way i would make it through my life without my friends...love you all <3

Christmas time is here and thats just a reason in itself to smile...

Big 1-7 is approaching soon :D....

This weekend should be amazing....

Sometimes idk why i even update...guess i just had some kind of urge....

Let me know that im loved </3........

i love doing these...so comment :)

2005-11-15T03:10:56Z

leave a comment with your name if you want to know what i really think of you, and i'll reply and tell you. no lies, all honesty

<3

today is gonna be the day that im gonna throw it back to you...

2005-11-11T18:30:01Z

im just looking for that one guy to prove theyre not all the same.....<3

But whatever road you choose, I'm right behind you, win or lose...

2005-11-03T02:56:41Z

So i pretty much know no one really bothers to read this anymore, i dont even usually enjoy writing in it, except for those times every now and then when you feel like youve complained all you can to the people who know you most, and you have no one else to complain to except for the computer. This just happens to be one of those times...

Is it just me or is school just so overwhelming this year? Dont get me wrong i love the people and dont really mind the school in general but theres always those 2 or 3 classes and teachers that make sure you have homework everynight, or just seem to know when you have no time to fit in one more thing, and announce a test or a pop quiz. Just gotta live it right? And they say junior year is your most important...eww...school is so overrated...and its just the beginning of november...

Basketball is overall okay. Regular seasons finished, have a few pick up games these next two weeks, then districts start. Were predicted to win districts, or at least thats what coach says, lol, so thats always exciting. As much as i love basketball im about ready for this season to be done...started in june...and its november...yaa im just feeling the need for a break...but finishing the season balls out is what must be done...

Despite all the things i complain about junior year actually is going pretty great....friends are amazing, fun times just seem to happen, and despite all the hard times and long nights happiness is never that far away...the weekends are definetly what gets me through the weeks...of course my wonderful love is nonexistent but...cant expect everything to go right...one day?

So im done, love to all

ladyventure12 @ 2005-10-22T23:21:00

2005-10-23T03:24:28Z

doesnt it always seem like the things you want most you cant have, and the things you cant have you want most,

ohhhh booyyyy........

life............

I stole this from a friends friend...hope it doesnt matter...i loved it...

2005-10-14T17:20:33Z

Close your eyes and go back...
Before the Internet or the AIM...
Before playstation2 or X-bOX...
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...
Before we got our hearts broke...

Go wayyy back...

I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
Four square
Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car

Wait...
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons
Like Hey Arnold and Doug
Legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare,
and ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!

Who could forget Snick
Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles,and Power Rangers,
Christmas morning
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Climbing trees
Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumpin' down the steps
Jumpin' on the bed
Pillow fights
Runnin' till you were out of breath
Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants
Being tired from playin' all day
Getting tickled/tickling until you couldnt breathe anymore
Your first crush

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7-Up" in the classroom
Remember that?

What about...

When kool-Aid was the drink of the summer
Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school
Class Field Trips
When getting high was swinging on the swingset
When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle.
When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.
When Toys r Us overuled the "mall"

I want to go back to the time when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe"
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"
"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"
Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.
Being old, referred to anyone over 20.
The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
Nobody was prettier than Mom
Nobody was cooler than Dad
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better
It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people"
rides at the amusement park.
Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true.
Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"
Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

Just for a moment, reminisce about the past
Forget all your worries, laugh, smile
and pretend, for just a moment, that life was that simple
itll make you feel better, promise <3

Im going down down....

2005-09-30T02:36:44Z

Confidence?

Who writes in livejournals anymore...for real....

So ive hit that point where u stop believing in yourself in every part of life, thats not too good is it...Have u ever felt like everything u do is never good enough...but u cant explain to people why you dont believe in yourself because they say they believe in you...its like you try so hard to think positively but then one thing or another happens and brings you right back down to where u started...not believing...idk i just thought maybe if i said that outloud id feel better...so if anyones got suggestions on how to believe in yourself in life just let me know...but theyve gotta be good ones...because telling yourself youre amazing just isnt working...ive gotta find a way to actually make myself believe...

-homecoming was amazing...
-spirit week is old news now but who doesnt love that...
-goal is to go to a haunted house every weekend in october...if you know of any real good ones lemme know...all are welcomed...
-going to halloweekends at cedar point this weekend...holler!
-short week of school next week...ohhh yesss

"Nothing is as sad as it seems you know
'Cause someday you'll laugh at the heartache
Someday you'll laugh at the pain
Somehow you can get through the rain"

</3 help me....

ladyventure12 @ 2005-09-18T01:10:00

2005-09-18T05:15:39Z

someday someone will walk into you life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else...its just wondering when that someone will arrive thats the hard part...

st anne fair this weekend...its crazy how you see so many people you like grew up with and theyre so different than they use to be...good and bad...lifes crazyy...but of course its always a fun time at the fair lol...

homecomings coming...spirit weeks this weekend...powderpuff AY-OOO!...its gonna be one crazy ass week! ;-D

thats it, pointless entry but was in the mood <3

and shes just a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that ever said
" I'll be there " left....

love...

Cock it and pull it...

2005-08-19T03:06:19Z

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is they always see the past better then it was...the present worse then it is...and the future less resolved than it will be.

These are the last weeks of summer and ive gotta say overall its been amazing! So not ready to go back to school, but who is?

Basketball started now, hardcore til around the beginning of december, its a lot but most of the time i love it...

Bfats got her wisdom teeth out today...ouchhhh...but a get-well visit from your bests is coming so soon!

I love my friends!

Time is a valuable thing
It's not how you use it
It's how you see it
Don't wait for the future
Live today for youself
Make you who you want to be!

Just another one to add to the collection

2005-08-05T20:40:45Z

I want a relationship like Cory and Topanga <3

*Believe in yourself*

*Smile*

*Sing for no reason*

*Let people go, and welcome new ones who come*

*Cry*

*Say "I love you"*

*Be random*

*Laugh at stupid jokes*

*Apologize*

*Get revenge*

*Think positive*

*Dance like no one is watching*

*Stand out*

*Smile*

*This summer, Live well, Laugh often, & Love with all your heart <3*

Do you love me do you wanna be my friend, cause if you do...

2005-07-31T16:24:23Z

well then dont be afraid to take me by the hand <3

Oh those summer nights...

Just a simple one...

Im lucky enough to have friends that no matter how long you go without seeing them, when you do, you know it was worth the wait, because you have the damn time of your life! Now that i can leave hate messages, well be seeing a lot more of each other, haaha

I can honestly say that im having an amazing summer...hope theres more to come

Basketball camp was a lot of fun...we ended up winning our division AND getting t-shirts, definetly the highlight of the camp, i think we improved too, cant wait for the season, its all about having fun this year riight

AGAIN, if i havent seen you, you better call me, im always free :)

Last notes,
HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY ERIK!
CONGRATS TO KEL, LAUREN, & MEGAN FOR GETTING THEIR LICENSE! HELL YAAA BITCHHES!

So theres this boy...

Summer days just sitting around, But when the sun goes down I'll be ready to party...

2005-07-24T02:03:25Z

Aint nothing like them summer nights!

Summers amazing...

girls night last night, well needed as always :)

ended up 6-4 at clawson for basketball this week...not bad considering we never had our whole team there and we really shouldve won them all

Im already going into my junior year and its crazy how time just keeps flying...

theres that saying, "hold onto 16 as long as you can" and thats probably one of the greatest sayings ive ever heard...

i love talking to drunk off their ass people talk...its like theyre competing with themself to see how fast and loud they can talk...too funnny...

when i look back to last summer so much has changed with me, im still the same person but in so many ways im different, but you know those friends who youve known for so long and still love more than life, im so lucky ive got friends like that...

anyways, enough said

off to basketball team camp at grand valley tommorow, gonna be crazy but no doubt fun

oh, and about those wonderful boys.... <3

Don't you ever just get those urges?

2005-07-19T02:21:52Z

Ever just feel like reading quotes, in hope that you find some that yoi can relate to, well tonight was one of those nights for me, so enjoy...

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everyhwere."

"The best thing about true friends...is that you help each other realize that all the things you want to be...you already are."

"Trouble is a sieve through which we sift our acquaintances. Those too big to pass through are our friends."

"The best part of life is when your family becomes your friends, and your friends become your family."

"Friends are always worth the trouble."

"A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than watch their friend suffer."

"Life is partly what we make it, and partly what is made by the friends whom we choose."

"A real friend will tell you when you have food stuck in your teeth."

My friends are my favorite...
Basketball & Soccer are pretty good...
It's hotter than explainable but im making it...
Summer 05 ;-) - Call me bitcchhessssssssssss

Yeah life throws you curves, but you learned to swerve, me i swung and i missed

2005-07-15T04:57:17Z

i dont even know why i write in this but i do.....

Strip Search is officially the best show on VH1! Rick & Ryan <3 Ohhhhh mannnnn!

Definetly had enough of this 100 degree weather...needs to cool down a little bit so you can do things outside for more than 2 minutes without sweating...

Wonderful soccer and basketball...im now getting why you cant try do play more than one sport at a time...

And bottled water is definetly one of the best things in life

Love to all :)

There's a party tonight and ooh im so excited tell me who's invited!

2005-07-09T19:32:39Z

*Best friends never tell each other that they're best friends, they just know.*

Wednesday we celebrated Shell's 16th birthday...we were trying so hard to keep where we were going and what we were doing a suprise, but a couple got ruined lol, but it still turned out to be an amazing night...drove about 45mins outta our way to get a birthday sash, then took her to olive garden for dinner, and then went to the drive-in movies for the first time and froze our asses off, but we needed a night where we all hung out, nothing but the best times...also, congrats to shell for passing her road test!

Now tonight going to kel's party to celebrate her birthday... :-D

One of my best's dad is leaving for over a year, and hes like a second dad to me, so its really kind of depressing :-/

Im updating too much...but summers been amazing...

July 15 - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! (Becca and Roseanne were going to IMAX!)

WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!

No one but me can save myself

2005-07-08T03:03:10Z

I <3 my friendssssssssssssss

Im learning/have learned that in life youre gonna meet people who are two faced, but you have to learn to sometimes be selfish and put your own happiness before others, right? No ones saying you shouldnt be there friend, just do for you, because they wont!

Summer '05 lets keep this shitt goiiing! :)

Oh and...my truest is getting the license in four days...and shell too...yessss! :D

Loooking for you boyyyy

By the way...i messed up my background on my journal so if anyone could put any background on it for me cause im clueless with it id love it...thankss youu!

We've got more bounce in California than all yall combined...

2005-07-03T14:37:14Z

Wish i could be in Florida or Cali on their beautiful beaches right about now...

Weekend turned out to be amazing...

This week im up for anything so gimme a ring ;-)

Basketball and Soccer on Thursday but besides that im free...

Hope to see a lot of youuussssssss!

<3

Crazy is what crazy do

2005-06-30T19:05:30Z

No no no no, don't phunk with my heart <3

Thought it was about time for an update...

Well for all that dont know my grandpa ended up passing away last week, so needless to say it was a week filled with family from in and many out of state, funeral arrangements, and many emotions, but we were there for each other and made it through alright

This week however, quite amazing i must say... :)

Sunday went to the Madison Heights fireworks with some of my favorite people, needless to say although we cant make plans for shit everything turned out to be crazy fun

Monday spent the day with two of my bests then had dumars and spent the night at my truests...because im so poor, i am friends with people who have pools, and i love it

Tuesday spent the day with the truest and then had basketball games, we did half-way decent, then spent the night at skip's with the bfat and i am in love with her hot tub

Wednesday was my do nothing day, but hey every now and then youve gotta have one of those

Im off to basketball today, then soccer, then to one of my bests household for the night

And as of this weekend...mt clements fireworks, bonfire/barbecue, party?

Still need to see Batman begins...ANGELA MONDAY IS JULY 4TH!....

and to all yall..call me so we can get together <3

Hell weekend with a capital H?

2005-06-18T22:53:19Z

So im in the mood to bitch....

Friday i was driving over to Laurens to go out to dinner with everyone before they moved...we went to make a stop at Michael's to get a picture frame and half way down the road i was pressing the gas pedal and we were DE-CREASING...pulled the car over to the side of the road and it wouldnt stay started...lets just say it ruined all plans for the night, had to get my car towed, and then they called this morning and said that it was just out of gas...wtf...well my gas gage is broke but i swore i wasnt low on gas...w/e its fixed but now i have to pay $60 to the car place that i dont have...

Today we got a call from the hospital saying my grandpas super sick....scared as hell cause we dont know how much longer hes gonna make it, so if you could, please keep him in your prayers...

Alright...all done

I know im on your mind, i know we'd have a good time

2005-06-17T03:16:40Z

Im your friend, im fun, and im fine

So...

Another week of summers come and gone
What happened...
*Sister's Grad
*Babysat much
*Basketball
*Friends=NOTHING BUT LOVE

Things to come...
*Starting soccer training with Julie soon....
*Basketballs gonna begin hardcore but its got its positives....
*Just started this babysitting job 3 days a week and i love it....
*Gotta go see new Batman movie
*Whatever, Whenever, cause its summer bitchesssssss

If you havent seen me this summer, of even if you have, call me, because thats what the summers about, catching up with people whose lives during the damn school year were too crazy...!

Best friends moving tommorow, makes me nauscious, blah... :( but me and skip got her the best damn presents best friends could get, especially the cookie/cake!

Having a car and a license = simply amazing
Having a mother whos more controlling than imaginable = hard as hell

<3 Searching for my summer love........

It's 11:26 on a friday night and i wish to be anywhere but home but since i am...

2005-06-11T03:28:49Z

here's something fun:

IF YOU COMMENT WITH YOUR NAME, I WILL REPLY WITH:

001. something i like about you
002. what song reminds me of you
003. what "o'clock" you would be
004. a single word to best describe you
005. the most memorable moment i've had with you
006. the color that you remind me of
007. something i've always wondered about you

Just do it...i know you wonder what i think about you

What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive

2005-06-09T21:46:08Z

Just in the mood for a random update...

2 years ago today i was graduating from St. Anne's...crazy how fast time goes by isn't it
Monday my sisters graduating from there...never thought that day would come

I have fallen in love with air-conditioning <3

When i can finally start sleeping in, my body decides to not be able to sleep anymore

Since we were done with school last friday i keep assuming that every other schools out too...when actually none are out yet...nicee huh...so lets goo...who the hell is still in school...honestly! haa

I have a car, a license, and 40372809483 friends that need to get in contact with me so i can start making this summer the best...k? ohh..and ill work on answering my phone more...promise :)

Also, looking for someone who wants to get a job with me at like Panera, Hallmark, Ruby Tuesdays, or anywhere else (preferibly im not crazy about working with food, but if i have to..)

Uhh...we've got out dumars league started up again monday nights so come watch some games...team name = HOT SHOTS

Go Pistons!

I love this weather :)
*Enjoy the sunshine*